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zeratul547
Date: 2009-06-09 00:13
Subject: oh god
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Music:iron & wine - flightless bird, american mouth

oh god oh god oh god
someone pass the mental super glue cuz i'm about to lose my shit here

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-05-28 00:32
Subject: well
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i am not at the bottom yet.

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-03-16 07:53
Subject: price
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Tags:k

"What was the price of leaving the Temple of the Winds?"
"Knowledge."
"And what did you bring back with you?"
"Understanding."

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-03-07 23:00
Subject: you know what
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Mood:angry angry
Music:lupe fiasco - superstar
Tags:location

i have to get out of here. soon.

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-03-03 01:01
Subject: writing might help me sleep
Security: Public
Location:home
Mood:sick sick
Music:passion pit - sleepyhead
Tags:balls, cold, shit

so let's give it a whirl, eh?

today was just damn awful.
yesterday was hella fun, john's birthday, mojo burger, guitar showcase, giant rice krispie treat the size of a hallway.
cons: car broke its ass down. got out of the shop today, was only $100 for a new hose, could have been much worse.

but because of that, school:
ugh. worthless. boring morning lecture, the hall's always freezing, it's impossible to get comfortable.
inbetween my morning class i forgot my book and didn't have my laptop or enough cash to play pool and still eat, so i was bumming around for an hour and a half.
my comm lecture was fine, although now i know i have a huge wild and crazy assignment coming up in like a week and i need to do well to maintain my ridiculously high standard of grades.
and bio was...worthless as usual.

well, since my car was dead, i had to take the bus. jesus. i hadn't taken the 63 in a good long while and i forget just how ridiculously long you have to wait for the damn thing. ~35 minutes for a bus is an unpleasant wait.

guess what i get to do tomorrow (today)? BIO LAB FUCK YEAH, RIGHT?! DSIGJFSGJIHFDIJGHFJGKIHFG

goddamn you biology.

oh well. in other news, i can't ever sleep, but i'm going to reno in late march to visit my good friend Tim. Lord knows I need the break from this school crap. three months to go.

ugh. damn this school situation. at least i understand my philosophy work for tomorrow.

oh yeah i have a really bad cold. ffffff
but when it goes away i think i'm gonna try and spend my empty period mon/wed between classes doing some hardcore working out at the school's pretty rad gym.

wow, i wrote out a full journal. pretty cool. nite gize.

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-02-23 00:41
Subject: another sleepless night
Security: Public
Music:Destroyer - Shooting Rockets

It's another long night. I think I get less sleep in college than I ever did in high school. fffff
never taking another 9am class again. i learned that the hard way.

anyways. exalted did not go well today. i rather uncalmly excused myself, but feeling better now.

tomorrow (today, i suppose) i have to give a speech on gay rights for my comm class. i hope it goes well, it is a topic i have a lot of passion for. might have to quote the tail end of sean penn's oscar speech.

either way. so much work this week. so much work last week. i wish i could just have something where, when i get home, there isn't more work to do. but that would be a job, and well, college comes first. damn.

either way. i'm way too exhausted to really know what i'm talking about. but i'm getting the manic bits pretty hard and it's just too hard to sleep.

oh well. i've got class in the morning, i'd best get to it.

also, goddamn i want one of these:



$800, though. there are a lot of nice bags i like out there, but they're all up in the 200-500 range.

oh well. maybe i should buy another pair of jeans or something.

oh, and Reno for spring break. gonna go see tim. cool beans.

anyways, zzzzzzzzzz. night mates.

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-02-15 22:48
Subject: well
Security: Public
Music:Late of the Pier - Hot Tent Blues

i guess i have free international texting. pretty cool.

tomorrow i get to go to another dreaded, shitty lab day. god damn 389574875-hour-long labs.
midterms wednesday.

and classes are still on tomorrow!? it's a state holiday, man :<

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-02-15 02:04
Subject: ffff
Security: Public

you know, i only actually write shit about me in my moleskine

i might transliterate some of that over here, one of these days

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-02-14 17:52
Subject: well
Security: Public

you don't send kids to fight giants.

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-02-11 18:47
Subject: MAGNUM XL
Security: Public
Location:home
Mood:cynical cynical
Music:Andrew Bird - Anonanimal
Tags:class, condoms, lab, magnificent, penis, school

jesus

so my school is having sexual awareness week this week, and in the student union they were handing out free gift bags of candy & condoms.

the candy was cool, but what the hell man, there's no way i'm going to get much use out of the magnums they put in there. lawl.


in other news, lab was AWFUL this week. i was there for a solid 2 hours grinding away. the actual experiment required we wait around and do busywork for 45 minutes while we waited for jell-o to dissolve because of pineapple-enzyme action.

oh well. the lab tech was really cute. either way, not much happening. MIDTERMS NEXT WEEK UGGHGHGHGHHGHGHGGHGH

wish me luck~

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-02-02 00:46
Subject: jesus
Security: Public
Location:home
Music:Andrew Bird - Anonanimal
Tags:fuck

so much homework, goodbye free time



also i set my hand on fire today, that shit hurt
in other news, my room is a mess but i found like fifty bucks in change lying around
fantastic.


therapy's over, in group counseling now. let's hope things go well from here.

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zeratul547
Date: 2009-01-07 03:14
Subject: 3:15
Security: Public
Location:home
Mood:awake
Music:destroyer - foam hands
Tags:insomnia

well it's pretty early, so i guess i should detail the news of the new year (as it has indeed been a week).

well i went to benji's new year's party, saw all my friends, got horribly trashed, gave my keys to my friend, got a ride home, had a good time. parents, not so thrilled. they'll live, lol.

haven't been doing much. felt really sick this morning, never got out of the house. yesterday i bought some new cds (seeing as they didn't have the debussy record i wanted) and just relaxed. that's how it's been.

got a counselor and a psychiatrist appointment next week. going friday to buy hundreds more dollars worth of airsoft stuff so i'm ready for the game on the 25th. pictures will be forthcoming.

i hope everyone's been having a good '09 so far. i don't start school until the 22nd (and only one class, then i don't have class again until the 26th) but i've got a pretty racked up schedule. here's to hoping everything turns out well.

also, can't sleep at all. no matter when i go to bed, can't fall asleep before 4:30 or 5. shit sucks. i might actually give in and ask my psychiatrist for some medication to help my increasingly bad insomnia.

HAVE A NICE SLEEP LADIES AND GENTLEMEN

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zeratul547
Date: 2008-12-30 01:22
Subject: todayyyyyy
Security: Public
Tags:metastasize, paraneoplastic syndrome, watching too much house

cool stuff that happened today:
hung out with alyssa & crystal. it was nice to see both of them again.
lunch with sam/beating the shit out of him in soul calibur
dad actually cooked. and it was chili. hell. yes.
mom's coming down tomorrow
cold's almost cleared up =)

bad stuff:
ohgod man that pizza for lunch made me so sick
didn't have time to do laundry so i have like, nothing at all to wear
room is a disaster & must be cleaned.

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zeratul547
Date: 2008-12-29 02:30
Subject: good/bad
Security: Public

today:

good -
Exalted! game was good.
Hanging out with Max, Mitch, & all them, watched Wanted & shit, yo. and wild driving antics and screamdriving.

bad -
hand slammed in car door! ouch!
actually kind of tired.

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zeratul547
Date: 2008-12-28 03:22
Subject: today
Security: Public
Location:home
Mood:blank blank
Music:Elliott Smith - Single File
Tags:fuck off

good stuff:
new phone! and it plays mp3.
got a card for it to hold said mp3s.
watched house.
played call of duty with mis amigos, had a good time of it.
saw friends.

bad stuff:
got the shit harassed out of me, mostly by preston.
nothing to do for new year's.

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zeratul547
Date: 2008-12-27 00:57
Subject: even more good stuff
Security: Public
Location:home
Mood:content content
Music:Crystal Castles - Crimewave

good things today:

got to see Katie and Jenny! huzzah.
blue rock bbq with Jenny! pulled pork is fucking delicious.
new phone tomorrow!
got a card from Reyna, a friend of mine in Vegas =) she has beautiful handwriting. i'm sending her one back tomorrow.
FALLOUT FALLOUT FALLOUT (goddamn fireants massacre my character on hard)

been a good day. looking forward to that new phone tomorrow. and watching house!

i'm not as sick anymore. with some rest (and shittons of orange juice) i'll probably be better in like two, three days.

WHAT IS EVERYONE DOING FOR NEW YEAR'S
I COULD GO TO KATIE'S BUT A HARDCORE PARTY WOULD BE COOL TOO
 

protip: new robe is hell-yes-fully warm

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zeratul547
Date: 2008-12-25 21:18
Subject: christmas
Security: Public

Christmas was good this year.

My haul:
$300, cash
A very masculine pen & pencil set by Carlton (and it writes excellently)
A robe! Jesus, how I've been longing for one.

We sat around, watched House, kyle played with his new gadgets (keyboard, camera), ate voraciously (holy shit, prime rib roast so big everybody got a whole rib). It was nice. When I roll back into town tomorrow I'll hopefully pick up a new phone to replace my toilet-destroyed one.

Merry christmas, yo.

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zeratul547
Date: 2008-12-25 02:36
Subject: HAPPY TODAY
Security: Public

despite the lateness:

I GOT A 4.0 THIS SEMESTER
FUCK YES

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zeratul547
Date: 2008-12-24 01:59
Subject: more good stuff! kind of.
Security: Public
Location:home
Music:Crystal Castles - Alice Practice
Tags:weird

good things today:

watched a shit-ton of House. made me feel kind of better.
think i'm getting less sick.
definitely getting a new phone.
got back into Fallout 3.
rocked the house in Call of Duty (no surprise there).
got almost all of my laundry done.

aaaaand the notsogood:
sick to my stomach for hours today.
going to mom's tomorrow. it's not that i don't like her, it's that i don't like the alien feel to her house, i don't like the cats, and i really don't like the drive.
absolutely sleepless for the nth night.
i'm feeling lonely again.

shit, i don't know. overall mixed feelings.

oh, and check out Crystal Castles. cut up female vocals screamed into a megaphone into a microphone, heavy sampling, fucking gorgeous electronic work. "Alice Practice" is my pick from their debut album.

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zeratul547
Date: 2008-12-22 21:46
Subject: good stuff, and equally if not worse stuff
Security: Public
Location:home
Mood:annoyed annoyed
Music:Late of the Pier - Broken
Tags:toilet phone

good things that happened today:


12-3AM SUPERCRAZY DRIVING EXTRAVAGANZA. all road laws broken. zero qualms. and denny's.
Cheesecake factory! saw Tori.
Watched more House, M.D.!


bad things that happened today:
i dropped my phone...in my toilet...
i've got it partially disassembled and laid out to dry but the current prognosis is looking bad.

so, if it truly is dead, either i'm buying basically a clone of it, or switching to at&t and buying a goddamn iphone.

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